Coming Home

          I was in my room. I'm alone. And, i had just finished arguing with my love. Yes! We argued. Again.. and we had argued a lot before, too. I came to realize some things about us. I'm getting stronger. And he's starting to become vulnerable again. These are good signs for our relationship. We're heading home. And even if we had just fought, I'm happy.
          I can still recall every single tear I had shed for him. The pain is slowly going away. I'm not crying too much anymore. I can control my emotions and I can manage my anger better. I love what I'm feeling. I love the sweet words I utter whenever I have the chance to talk to him. I always whisper "I love you." I learned to accept his changes and it made me feel better. It made me feel satisfied. I have him and he's mine. He assured me of that.
          For him, he's starting to become more concerned. He also answers my i-love-yous. He holds my hands firmly. He invites me out again. This was very surprising because for the past four months, he never asked me to go with him whenever he was going somewhere. I can look in his eyes again without seeing anger. I can see that he loves me. He'll never do anything that would hurt me. He's going back. And I'll be welcoming him with my loving arms. I want him back.
          I have some admirers and he's getting jealous whenever I mention their names. I know it's not right but I feel good about that because it means he cares. There are lots of things to patch up. But these improvements that we are having is not a bad start. I'm happy for us. I know he is, too.
          We're still not at our best right now. We're not even in the healthy stage of our relationship. But I'm very proud to say that we're doing great in improving ourselves. We're changing and we're changing for the good. And, the most important thing is we're changing together. One thing is truly clear right now, we love each other so much that we can forgive each other whether our mistakes are small or big. We can do this.. we will be home soon.